Is it Jess me?

Is it Jess me?

So lately I’ve been on this trip

Because mentally my shit has slipped

You ever get the feeling that you’re losing it

Thoughts all scattered mind unfocus

Movements mixed, obvious not noticed

Or is it Jess me?

I always try to keep it together

Seem as normal as green on trees

But when that silence creeps up on you

Then you start 2nd guessing if two ones makes two…

Its like the mind is uneased

Or is it Jess me?

I have to center my mental

Get back up on my feet

Because 80% I’m with it but that 20 keeps riding me

You ever get that feeling that your cognitive is weak

Movements mixed, obvious not noticed, Mind keeps pacing

Or is it Jess me?

Jess Listen

Captivity- the condition of being imprisoned or confined

“I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I’d quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity” –India Arie

Strolling my IG the other day and came across this post that made me think about the “ships” that I’m in. The post described relationships/friendships as being “ships” that are supposed to be able to move you. Get you from point A to point B. You can’t be in a friendship/relationship with anybody that ain’t taking you no where. Whether it be motivation, collaboration, or financial support… make sure that ship taking you somewhere. And not just any where…make sure that ship taking you where you wanna go!

Life is about choices…

Should I go left… should I go right

“Ships” need to be moving

if your ship chillin’ that aint alright

Love beyond the pain

Stand when the shit gets weak

Listen when voices crack

Dive when its gets deep

Hold me in captivity so your love can imprison me…. -Jess

 

 

I’m Jess me…

Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don’t.”

“Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won’t.” -India Arie

This is my first official post and I hope there are hundreds to follow. My blog is going to be about EVERYTHING! Jess Life stuff 🙂

I’ve always been an artist when it comes to words.

“Sometimes I grab my pen and just drift away, no verbals just paper and shit to say”- Jess

I hope my blog gives light to dark holes, peace to static souls, life to cold goals and breath to a closed mental.

-Jess breathe