I wish he knew how much I love him
I wish he knew how much it hurt
I wish he knew that I’m currently losing it
But I really need us to work
I wish he knew that I don’t trust love
Its not him ….its just me
Since I lost love so many times
Im struggling with insecurities
I wish he knew my direction was fucked up
One way going the wrong way
I wish I could say this all to him
But the right time doesn’t fit in a day
I wish he knew how sad I get
Well then again maybe not
Emotions that sniff weakness
Pride will fight it with all I got
I should tell him how I’ve been copping
But that may turn him away
Even though I wish this were possible
Some right time…
Jess not today
