Jess not today

I wish he knew how much I love him

I wish he knew how much it hurt

I wish he knew that I’m currently losing it

But I really need us to work

I wish he knew that I don’t trust love

Its not him ….its just me

Since I lost love so many times

Im struggling with insecurities

I wish he knew my direction was fucked up

One way going the wrong way

I wish I could say this all to him

But the right time doesn’t fit in a day

I wish he knew how sad I get

Well then again maybe not

Emotions that sniff weakness

Pride will fight it with all I got

I should tell him how I’ve been copping

But that may turn him away

Even though I wish this were possible

Some right time…

Jess not today

 

 

 

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